I definitely still look at pictures of you
And I wish I didn't

And I still think about what I'd do if I saw you
I would probably feel like I was punched in the stomach

Yesterday I wondered if you'd ever call again
And thought maybe I should send that email I've been writing in my head.

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One day a man was interviewing people on the subway.
He was asking the riders why they didn't smile on the way to work.
Likening the train to a slave ship, he asked people why they wouldn't smile.
Just to make things better..
And a woman started singing a song about Happiness that I don't remember.
When the doors open she flitted (yes, flitted) out and danced around someone sitting on a bench.
And she was being filmed then too.
And I was happy about it, but not as happy as the time I saw little old woman who sang dirty songs at Christmastime.