disjointed
It's time to mend my pants. Got a hole in them two weeks ago.
It's time to make some decisions.
It's time to get serious about training for this 5k I promised I'd do.
It's time to feel butterflies again, smile nervously, and steal glances from across a room. If I'm able.
I need permanence. I crave it, actually. I need a place that I will live in for more than 4 months at a time. I need my Nora to not live so far away. I know nothing about life is permanent, but for once, I want to be in a place, stay in that place, I want people I love around to stay around.
So many things going on right now feel like my stuff that happened in my childhood, but only a decade and a half later. The difference is, I'm not a child anymore with only Child Options. I'm not stuck.
It's time to make some decisions.
It's time to get serious about training for this 5k I promised I'd do.
It's time to feel butterflies again, smile nervously, and steal glances from across a room. If I'm able.
I need permanence. I crave it, actually. I need a place that I will live in for more than 4 months at a time. I need my Nora to not live so far away. I know nothing about life is permanent, but for once, I want to be in a place, stay in that place, I want people I love around to stay around.
So many things going on right now feel like my stuff that happened in my childhood, but only a decade and a half later. The difference is, I'm not a child anymore with only Child Options. I'm not stuck.
posted by Kate at Monday, January 29, 2007
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